I keep having this dream

I keep going down the stairs, with no success on hitting ground
A voice inside my kept trying to stop me, screaming "Don't do this is not worth it"
I start running, until I finally reach the ground.

I walk into the airport building, everything is empty, except for the workers, that to me
seem like fading shades, with no faces or physical bodies, all of them ignoring me.

Finally, I leave customes, I go through the international gate and the building its as empty as before, all stores isolated, not a single soul at sight except for small piece of paper on the ground
along with a picture of you; an address written in blood, with a legend at the end that says "Do it under your own risk"

It takes me what appears to be days to get to my final destination, I could recognize the condos since its the only building with a touch of life in the city, and with a huge sign at the top of it that says "Welcome"

With a lost luggage and no strength to continue I climb up the stairs, finally with smile on my face knowing, that everything was worth it, all I've dreamed for is about to turn into a reality, but... Did I ever wonder or ask myself why you were never there to pick me up like you said you would? No, I never my head continued on thinking.

I get to a door white as the snow, with your name carved in the very middle, I knock and receive no answer, I go ahead and reach the door knob. The door dissapears and I'm the appartment already, a department as empty as everything else, except for an endless laughter comming from the only room that the appartment had.

I knock on the bedroom door "Busy, please come again later" I immidately recognize the voice, a voice I've been hearing through many gadgets for over 2 years has told me to wait.

I break in with tears in my head and I see you there, sharing bed with someone else, I yelled at the other soul to leave the door at once. Scene automatically changes, the third is gone and its only yourself and me.

"I'm here"
"I know, so what?"

I try to reach your arms and I receive I push from them
I try to do it again, and I'm sent into the air hitting the wall

Laughing coming from your mouth.

"Told you it wasn't worth it"

This is when I wake up, alarm ringing...

What is all of this about?
You could be dead and I wouldn't know
I've called endless times and receive no answer from you
Where are you to comfort me?

I love you

Where are you JKF